I
feel I'm falling
falling back.
Back to where
I once was,
back to
where I didn't like
myself,
back to where I
should never
be.
I'm
scared.
I want
to,
I
don't
want to.
The
idea intrigues me
yet
again;
But I know it shouldn't
I've been
there
before
I don't want to go
back,
I don't want to
be back here.
