And you know
what sucks?
I gave you everything.
You know what I got in return?
Depression.
Social
anxiety.
Anger
issues.
And heartbreak.
You got my deepest secrets.
I got a
trip to guidance and my mother called in.
I lost my ability to trust.
but
all of
this,
this isn't
even what hurts the most.
It's
the fact that I gave you 5 months of my life, 5 months I can never get back.
It's the fact
that I
keep everything inside now, because I'm afraid of judgement.
It's
the fact
that
you
gained my
trust, and then used it against me.
It's the fact that you stole my sanity, and I want it back.
That's what
hurts the most.