I want change. i want things fixed. right now it feels like nothing is being done to fix anything. i feel like im the only one thats trying to fix whats wrong with us. i feel like you dont want to be bothered by me anyway and that he's more important than me. do you want us to end? do you want me to leave you? do you want that? i definately dont but with the way things are going, maybe its neccesary. tell me what you want. help fix "us" and dont go running to someone else. no one needs to be getting in between us right now. i love you and you that. i never cheated, never lied, never abused you, never  ignored so lets work this out and lets get through this. i want to stay with you forever just i need to know what you really want.