Everytime I think I have escaped, I just
get dragged in again
I can't tell if I'm ready
for a real relationship right now
How do you know?
I think I'm ready sometimes, but
then I feel like i'm not ready and it wouldnt work
out.
I guess it doesnt matter
anyway
He doesnt want to date anyone right
now. He's trying to understand who he is.
I think I am too.
I don't want to date anyone
right now too.
But then I see everyone else and I
want that.
I want to be happy and cared
for.
Right
now, he seems like the only person that is actually doing that.