I am constantly torn
between thinking
I am too good or not good enough.
I have days where I look at myself and think,
'God. you're perfect'.
I have days where I look at myself
and I want to tear my skin to shreds because all I see is
touching thighs
big hips
stretch marks
fat arms.
I am in a constant cycle of confusion and hatred
because I cannot decide
if I am too beautiful, or not beautiful
enough
