What do I do to
ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams,
and give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I cant hold on when I'm stretched so thin.
I make the right moves,
but I'm lost within.
I put on my daily facade,
but then I just end up getting hurt again.
