He wakes with vision blurry on the 11th of May
Standing up he tries to keep the demons at bay
Growling and snarling forever in his head
He walks to the door, his sanity hanging on a thread
Brushing his teeth and doing the morning routine
He remembers there's only four more days till he's
eighteen
He'll be an adult when inside he feels like a vulnerable
child
The 'child' brings his knife down his arm, the cuts are
only mild.
He wakes with vision blurry on the 12th of May
"Those cuts on your arm look bad" they'll
say
Not wanting to lie to them, nor to her
He doesn't answer to them, only her, he speaks with a slight
slur
"I don't want to lie to you; I did them." He
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She walks off and he sits down, head in hands, knowing that it
wasn't wise
The next few hours are awkward, not much is said
As he gets home he takes a pill, to stop him seeing red
He wakes with vision blurry on the 13th of May
Ready for yet another tense day
They forget it ever happened, it's almost the same as
before
But in his heart is a new feeling, one he never felt. It's
sore.
He tries to forget about the old, let it all go
But honestly? He's never felt this low
He tries to replace the old with the new
Erase her from his heart, try to stop feeling so blue
He wakes with vision blurry on the 14th of May
Maybe there'll be a little light for once? Just a ray
His heart pounding as he is left alone with her
The old. The new. They are seperating from a blur
Making a move he takes her hand
She looks at him angrily, and there goes the thread, the thin
strand
He runs home, taking his knife and his pills
He swallows them and uses the knife. Blood spills.
He doesn't wake with vision blurry on the 15th of May.
-My quote, please don't steal-
He wakes with vision blurry on the 11th of May Standing up he
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SarcasticRandomUnicorn · 1 decade ago
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I love this... it's amazing. :')
Ironically, my birthday is on May 14th.