I went to school with this boy named Frank. I didn't know him all too well, but I had talked to him a few times, and when we talked we had some deep conversations, about life, ourselves, our problems and struggles. Our depression and past experiences. He was a really nice person, and really easy to talk to. Yesterday, November 30th, 2013, he committed suicide. He overdosed on pills. I haven't talked to him in quite a few months, and now I feel terrible for not talking to him for so long. I feel like maybe if I were there to talk to him, if I was still his friend, maybe I could've helped, maybe I could have saved him. No, I am not blaming myself for this, but I feel like if I were there I could have done something, called an ambulance, something. But I know this is not my fault. I'm sorry Frank, I'm sorry I wasn't there, but now you no longer have to suffer from your terrible terrible depression. Rest in peace love, rest in peace.

To anyone who's reading this that's suffering from depression: I am always here to talk. Please, take me up on that offer if need be, I honestly don't mind and it wouldn't be any bother to me because I love listening to people vent and help and everything. If you're depressed, I know how it is because I was depressed for two years and sometimes I still get depressed. If you self harmed, I understand how that is also because I too, self harmed, for two years. I haven't self harmed in one whole year now, and I hit my one year anniversary on November 26th of 2013. If you're suicidal, I know how that is too darling. I have tried killing myself multiple times, and that landed me in the emergency room quite a few times and from there I was transfered to a mental hospital. And I can honestly say that that was not my cup of tea. It wasn't a walk in the park, it was like jail. But anyway, I want you to know that suicide, and self harm, and constantly being depressed isn't worth it. Though, you cannot help being depressed, you CAN hesitate when it comes to self harming and attempting suicide. I know things get hard, but there is a light at the end of this dark tunnel. I pinky swear.

Once again, I am always here to talk to anyone ever, who needs it.

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I went to school with this boy named Frank. I didn't know

5 faves · 6 comments · Dec 2, 2013 3:17pm

mtl88 · 1 decade ago
this seriously touched my heart. you are such a good person.. and if you ever need someone to tallk too. im here :)
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potatoesforlife · 1 decade ago
you're a very kind person bc you're trying to help to others. respect \m/ and i have a question, do you have somebody to talk to when you're feeling depressed and sad?
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Destineeisadork · 1 decade ago
Why thank you very much! I love helping people. I want to be an art therapist when I get older and choose a career and whatnot, I want to be an art therapist in a mental hospital because I love helping others, and I love art! Hah, sorry, let me just tell you my whole life story. And yes, I do!

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potatoesforlife · 1 decade ago
xd I think your dream to be an art therapist in a mental hospital will come true x) wish you that c:
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Destineeisadork · 1 decade ago
Thanks so much!

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potatoesforlife · 1 decade ago
you're welcome.have a nice evening c:
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