And maybe no amount of books from John Green can help me.
As if there was really going to be someone to hold me when I'm over thinking at 3am.
Maybe a persons advice could never over power my demons. 
I may never get over the pain that has weakend my heart. 
The part of my soul that is no longer there, may never return. 

And maybe the tears I have cried over a thousand times will turn into a river. 
As if time could just go back, and the people we love can heal me.
Maybe the thoughts I spent losing my mind could be done more with my homework.
I may never get better after the things I was put through. 
The trouble its caused me, may always be there. 

And maybe the time I've spent wishing it could go away. 
As if maybe my life could be a bit different than usual. 
Maybe there was something that could possibly stay. 
Maybe I was tired of trying this time. 
I may stumble and fall
The people I've met and lost, I will always love. 

And maybe if time passes I can be strong. 
As if this pain, would just go away. 
Maybe will my gaurd be up this time, knowing what to expect. 
I may never be healed completly...
The love still remains.