They told her that suicide was not
so much
an escape but a disater but her life
was so full of mind made tragedies that one day
she took a lift to the top of a 20 store building
and walked along the length of the roof
to the edge wnere she stared straight down
and in that moment it didnt matter
whether there were people that loved her
or things to look forward to
it was all about that moment and
her mind became very clear as
she thought of the way to end the pain
but as if luck would have it
she looked across and parallel she saw a boy
jump and fall down so quickly that his
life went by faster than a shooting star
but was no time for any wishes
and once that moment had passed
she thought of how his family would cry
and blame the fact that they hadn't
asked him whether he was okay in a while
and she thought of how his cat
wouldn't understand why
there was nobody around to stroke her anymore
and how his friends would be so distraught that
they would start to hurt their own bodies too
and she knew that her life
would end much the same
and that acutally
nobody
would be better off if she wasnt around.
Not my quote but this quote
saved my life so many
times I will always care about
you and if you need
anyone
you can always come to me. I love you
