I N S T E A D  O F   K I L L I N G   Y O U R S E L F

wait until

a year or 2 from now

where you say,

"Wow,

I can't believe I was going to kill myself before I

went skinny dipping,

tried out for a game show,

rode a camel drunk,

skydived alone,

learned to waltz with clumsy old people,

photographed electric jelly fish,

built a sail boat from trash,

taught someone how to read,

fell in love,

etc, etc, etc.."

The red washing

down the drain

can't change the colour of the sea

at all.