Dear best friend,
There are no pretty colors to this, nor pretty formats. These
words, that I have typed with my pale boney hands come from my
broken but still working heart. Though you tell me all the time
words no longer help you; these words should be the things that
would rather come out of my mouth than rather a pix-led screen. I
have numerous times told you what you have meant to me, but I never
really think you take it seriously. Because when you read this
letter it doesn't say "Dear father," or "Dear
neighbor"..
though remember the person that use to stay up until 5am with you
just to make sure that you were going to sleep soundly, and safely.
Sadly it has came to the time where you'd sleep just to run
away from everything. Your body is sluggish when you wake in the
morning and you dread to take even an inch of a step. You look into
the mirror. You see a horrible person but I'd see only a sleepy
face. You'd carry on your day wishing it would only end, but I
wish I could spend a day with my best friend. The person that I
look up to. The person I would of never known if they hadn't
text me while standing in the middle of my kitchen. The person that
I never get tired of talking to. The person that saves my life over
a million times a day. The person I am terrified to lose... You are
not the only one that wakes in the morning shaking. As if it is
almost as painful to get dressed in the morning as it is to fall
asleep at night. As the day goes by the sadness overcomes. The
trances we live in are a thing we call hell. Our mind is the killer
and we are the victim. The things you block out are the most
important things you need to listen to. Please listen to me when I
say you are amazing. There is no other person in this world that
has done the things you have, for me. There is no other person that
has calmed me down from crying when I am sad. There is no other
person that has made me feel the slightest bit of beautiful. Do not
tell me you are not amazing, because in my eyes you are far from
horrible. You are perfect. There is no one that can change my mind.
No one is ever going to love themselves completely, but I will
always love you. I will always love your silly, goofy, talented,
amazing self. I cannot get anymore simple, I never want to lose
you. I need you. Please do not give up. Life is horrible I know,
but I will not let you give up. You cannot leave, you'd be
taking me with you. I will never leave your side. I will never
leave your bright, flawless, amazing, talented, fantasic,
incredible, kind, intelligent, wonderful, bashful, delightful,
excellent, and perfect side. You are the person that holds my
happiness, please keep it this way.
Yours
truly,
Your
best friend <3