Dear you,
This is the story you heard a million times. On how life let
me down in the simpliest of ways. Just as I was starting to
become happy again. I come home today with the stress of a
school assignment I kept putting off. It's due Thursday
but that wasn't the real problem. As soon as I got home
my parents were fighting. They fight a lot but it was
extremely different. Then my mom said it. She was done and
that she was planning on getting a divorce. I thought nothing
of it because she's said it before but then we went to
her friends and in the car she turned to me; tears in her
eyes and said, "I don't know what I'm going to
do. I'm sorry, I just don't." and then she told
me about how she was going to get divorce papers tomorrow.
And the world crashed down around me as I realized what was
actually happening. So as I sat at her friends Cindy's
house with Kris (Cindy's son) and they talked about how
my mom and I are moving in this weekend; I bit back tears.
Eventually I couldn't anymore and the walls crashed down
and I cried in front of everyone. I guess what I'm saying
is this is probably the end of me for awhile. I doubt
I'll be able to be happy anymore, and I doubt I'll
keep clean. I just think it's kind of sick how I
can't even get the slightlest break from badluck. Well I
have to go take down my band posters and start parking
now.
Goodbye.
