VENT. ADVICE NEEDED!!
Well I'm in a engineering class, I'm the only girl. And we
are doing stuff where we have to be in groups and I was put in a
group of 3 because it was an odd number. So one of the guys in my
group started to talk to me which he hasn't done since early
last year. And its prob because were in a group together. But to me
it seemed like he was showing off by tossing things and catching
them. Then he was like now I'm gonna go home and do this with
knifes. And I laughed. It seemed like he just wanted to stand close
to me. Then we argued about an answer (funny/teasing) and I was
starting to think maybe this guy is starting to get feelings for
me. So I started to like him for the 2nd time. Then yesterday I was
talking about this to some of my friends but saying I wish I
didn't because I know nothing will happen and they were telling
me no you guys would look cute together. And that it might happen.
But to me it just seems like another crush that will never happen.
And that ill get hurt again. And become more depressed. And sad.
And want to harm myself. Today,
he talked to me this morning out of all the other guys about some
homework when i was by one of my good friends who after he walked
away started to smile at me. but thats it. we havent gotten into
our groups for a while. i feel like me liking him is useless. he
will never like me. which is my life. no guy ever likes me and i
hate it. feeling not cared for. no one cares about me. i every guy
ive ever liked has never liked me. but something about him just
makes me hope that someday maybe he will like me
VENT. ADVICE NEEDED!! Well I'm in a engineering class, I'm
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Sep 16, 2013 5:33pm
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WittyBestFriend · 1 decade ago
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This sounds very familiar to me a while back. When you have a crush, you tend to overthink everything. Every little thing they do, comes across as a sign they might like you. But the fact is it's depressing not knowing for sure if they do if they don't. Your only options are to wait it out and see what happens or confess now and get it over and done with.