I guess this should just be my time of letting this go. Maybe we just aren't meant to be like i thought we were. It just sucks because no matter what happend i never thought you would hurt me and make me cry like you have been. The last time we talked everything seemed to all fine and happy , i seen you at country jam and then it was nothing. I hope you know that no matter what you'll never find a girl who loves you like i do. I'll always love you no matter whar happens betweens us. I just wish you would feel the same way like i thought you actually did. We used to talk everday,everynight like it was an normal habbit like we could do it for the rest of our lives. I remember when i first started falling for you and having feelings for you. I remember all of our connversations from that moment till now. I wonder if you do too. I remember how when you moved to WV i cried because i didn't see you for a few months , but we still talked everynight and when we got bored and missed eachother we would send pictures to eachother. I simply just miss everyhing. I'm crying now writting all this but i just need to get it off my chest . You were the one person that was always there for me, you said you hated to see me cry, well i hope you hate yourself right about now. You were the one person i was looking forawrd to wish me a happy birthday but you had to of been to busy or just forgot all about me right. Once i turned 18 we were supposed to try and work it all out and maybe be together but after all that, that's when you stopped talking to me like all the rest. I feel so stupid because i thought you were so different and that you actually did cared and loved me.I guess it was all a game right, well guess what it's my heart thats breaking all over again.