I love
him.
I'm in love with him. It's been over
3 years, and I still have feelings for him.
No matter what harm he does, he makes up for it.
Maybe I am desperate, or maybe I'm just tired of waiting. But
I'm tired of watching other girls swoon over him and watching
him giving them what they want.
I don't understand why I try to be witty and clever, pretty
and flirty when all he does is look past me, or look at me with
disgust.
I just want him to be honest with me. I can change. I can be
anyone he wants me to be, except her.
I don't even know why I want him so badly, maybe it's
because I've known him all my life and there has been no one
else that is even close to being as perfect as he
is.
And maybe the reason why I'm not with him is because
he's known me my whole life and there is nothing worth going
after. </3
