sometimes he just
dont get it. he dont get that im his girlfriend and that im very
emotional when it comes to him. he just dont get it that he cant do
those things and expect me to be okay with it. sometimes he needs
to be stronger than that.. he needs to be stronger for mee. hes
everything to me..i live for him. and when it comes down to him
being the only thing in my life that can actually make me happy.. i
need him. i need him to love me instead of hurting me. i need him
to fight with me until we figure out the problem, not just walk
away. i need him to know the second im unhappy with him.. he needs
to keep me sane so i dont go crazy.. he needs to be the better part
of me. the good part of my life.. not the messed up part. i need
him to love me without question. to figure me out. to know every
single thing about me from the best to the worst.. and he dont get
it. it drives me crazy. he'll do things that make me upset and i
almost feel like the knows the things that bother me... its like he
does them anyways. im hurt.... by the only man that can make me
smile and be able to feel it in my heart. i hate being mad at him..
all i ever want to do is kiss him and love him which makes it soo
much harder. i dont know what to do. i give in everytime. and let
him win... let him be happy. its just unfair to me. he tells me he
loves me and for the first time in my life i realllly love him too.
but if he really loves me shouldnt he want to make me happy? all
the time? its like hes blind. like he dont see it. and you know
what i just realized. whats really the problem.. not only does he
not get it....... but neither do i... ?
sometimes he just dont get it. he dont get that im his girlfriend
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