when you lose someone, someone you love,
when they break your heart, it's the hardest thing you could
ever go through and no matter how much time has passed, it never
really goes away, you may think you're getting better, but
then you get a flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of a
memory, and it hits you all over again, all at once, like a stab
in the chest, you fall apart, for the hundredth time, and you
feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out.
You love this person with all of your heart, even though you know
you shouldn't. They hurt you worse than you've ever been
hurt, they stole your happiness, but yet, you still want them,
and only them. Other people come along and give you chances to
move on, but you know you don't want to. It upsets you that
you might be moving on, because you promised you never would and
even if they broke all their promises, you want to keep yours. On
top of that, you're terrified. Terrified of getting hurt
again, but its not like it matters anyway, at the end of the day,
you're still thinking about the person who has left you
completely broken. You don't want to miss them anymore. You
dont want to love them anymore, but you know you always
will.
