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I can’t believe it’s only been three months it feels like so much longer to be honest. I remember May 3rd you were still alive, it was our 4 months and you weren’t online i was kind of bitter but i was like whatever he’s sick. And then the 4th comes and iva ran away she didn’t want to tell you had died and Vivian did it. She just lost it and she told me when she was mad. I don’t even remember what i felt like before i had found out, i don’t remember the happiness you gave me, or how amazingly loved i felt. Recently i haven’t really had anyone to talk to so much. Conrad kind of hates me. I’ve been reading your emails non stop. I mean you cared so much and you were the one dying. Why didn’t anyone tell me? I sure as f.uck would have flown to Croatia. I would have layed on the floor or in your bed and i would have held your hand and kiss your forehead i would have babied you to no end, you would have met me i would have god i would have done something. But instead you aren’t here anymore and i’m left alone. When we dated i honestly felt like you loved me. You know how insecure and stuff i am, but i really did think you loved me. I don’t think anyone loves me anymore and that hurts even more. When i see you and i don’t take my pils it makes me feel like you care. But they will force me to take those pills, but i can’t when i want to die its you that saves me even now. You were always my twin, you are still my twin. Maybe that’s why it hurts so much you know? Because you’re my  twin and when one dies the other is missing a part of them. It was only 1150 last night and i was already sobbing. I’m sorry i have failed so much, i was getting better and than you left me. I love you Alexander and that won’t ever end. Thank you for being in my life for those 6 short months, thank you for being my non biological twin. Thank you for being my brother. Rest in Peace Alex, We’ll never be apart now
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I can’t believe it’s only been three months it feels

21 faves · 2 comments · Aug 4, 2013 4:27pm

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The Chosen One* · 1 decade ago
Dalton,I never cry,never.
I cried.

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peace9115* · 1 decade ago
May 3rd is my old dads birthday... read my profile to find out what happened to him...
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