I
don't understand the way I feel.
I feel like I
don't belong here.
I don't feel like I'm meant to live past 20.
When I think about the future, I don't think of anything.
There's just nothing.
I don't plan on making it that far.
I feel so alone.
I don't know who to tell.
Even my old therapist didn't understand.
That's why I stopped going to her.
Sure, I'm on medication.
But I have to take way more than my dosage to feel a little
better.
I feel numb and empty.
I want to feel the pain again.
I just want to feel something.
7/12/13