heey,
im just a teenage girl..
trying to make it through this thing called life..
as it drains you and breaks you
until you can hardly breath
and you wish it would just finish the job
right here
right now
but at the last second
it losens its grip
and the the whole cyle starts over again.
being happy is rare
and as days go by
its becoming more and more rare
you think to yourself that you cant be happy
its impossible to be happy
impossible to stay happy
something is wrong and you cant seem to figure out what it is
i know i should talk but i dont know how
i say a few words and everything starts crubling down
like im climbing a mountain and i get to the top
and as i reach for the last rock
i slip
and fall into a black hole of darkness
and saddness
but this happends everyday
nothing new
the black hole is becoming stronger
as it pulls me to the center
and soon
I will be lost forever