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  BE PRETTY PERSONAL-SORRY

  This is somewhat an "about me" post

  I've been dealing with self
  harm since eighth grade-I'm a senior now. Diagnosed with
  major depression disorder and severe social anxiety in December
  2011 and put on medication. Hospitalized for telling my mom and
  therapist I was afraid I would kill myself January 10th, 2012 for
  a week. In the hospital again January 29th, 2012 to get staples
  in my arm. Hospitalized again March 27th, 2012 for bringing a
  razor to school and cutting too deep. Had to get my arm glued at
  the doctor; then in a psychiatric hospital for 2 weeks. Cut too
  deep again July 17th, 2012 but I was too afraid to tell my
  parents so I superglued it shut.The last time I self harmed was
  October 16th, 2012. This has been the hardest time of my life. I
  think about hurting myself every day, even if I'm not sad.
  People think hurting yourself is dumb and they don't
  understand it. But you become addicted to the pain. I miss it a
  lot. I'm still on medication, and I actually feel kinda fine.
  But I always want to hurt myself. After all this time. I feel
  like the urges will never go away and I know I'll eventually
  give in again. Thanks if you read this. I just needed to type
  this to remind myself what I've been through and how strong I
  really am. 

   

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