I feel like I'm no-one.
like
everyone secretly hates me, as if I
have nobody left
because i screw
up all the damn time and if you looked at
the
definition of imperfect, it {would be
me}
my father left me, because I'm the worst daughter ever.
I tried to be perfect for him, but it
would just never work.
sometimes I just have a total break down, where
I just sit
down and cry.
I
hate every little
detail about myself.
I would change myself for anything, if only I had the
chance.
and honestly, I feel like no-one would care if I died;
sometimes i want
to
die. But I'm scared.
because life is going
ever so fast, and im not really living it
I'm
breathing, but it doesn't mean I'm alive.
but I am strong. I
will prove all those who told me
to die
wrong,
because I know that I deserve
to be happy..
I
know that, yet it takes so much just to stay
strong.
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puttosleepmyinnerdemons* · 1 decade ago
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The father part, I just wanted to let you know I can relate. I found this song and it has helped me, I'm sure it could help you too. Listen to the whole thing. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DE9YiFTxClU