This is how you lose her.
You lose her when you stop noticing the tears in her eyes.
You lose her when you start to lie about the things that matter
most to her.
You lose her every time she turns to the blade instead of you,
since it hurts less.
You lose her each time she tries to talk to you and you act as if
her problems are petty.
You lose her a little more when you push her problems aside and
act as if every one else matters more.
You lose her when you stop seeing why she's hurt by things and
start figuring it's just her being jealous.
And by the time you realize this, she'll be gone.