40 faves · 21 comments · Jun 24, 2013 2:01pm
doublesidedice
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1 decade ago
Yeah. People says cares. I don't see it. As for the plane tickets, I can't leave y friends here. They're why I haven't run yet. So ya know. I would if it weren't for them <3
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wanderer*
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1 decade ago
I think it's sweet how you'd stay in that mess for your friends. Could you escape to their house often?
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doublesidedice
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1 decade ago
I wish. If I could I would. But I can't because the closet friend I have lives a 30 minutes drive away. And my parents never wanna drive me, and they can't pick me up usually .-.
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wanderer*
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1 decade ago
Wow...
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doublesidedice
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1 decade ago
Yeah. I've thought it through .-.
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someoneinhiding
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1 decade ago
that's terrible elyssa.
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doublesidedice
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1 decade ago
Yeah... Se what I deal with? I break and I get shoved down further and threatened for being hurt... Ugh... I just wanna run away .-.
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wanderer*
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1 decade ago
you can run away down here! my dad could get you plane tickets!
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someoneinhiding
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1 decade ago
im sorry. if I could I would fly over there and come and rescue you. <3
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doublesidedice
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1 decade ago
It's ok. Thanks love... Idk anymore.... I just don't wanna deal with any of them anymore. If I lived with my cousins, it'd e easier. But I don't... I live with a b.tch that hates me... Ugh.... I feel mean now :'(
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someoneinhiding
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1 decade ago
you aren't mean. it is ok just to let it out sometimes. No one, I don't care who the he// they are, should be using your scars against you. Your sister obviously doesn't understand. Im sorry that she doesn't help you like a sister should. But at the same time every family has their issues. You are only there for 4 more years. It seems like a lot now but in the grand scheme of things it is really only an instant. It will all be ok.
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doublesidedice
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1 decade ago
I can't wait to leave. You have no idea how happy I will e to walk out that door foe the last time and never have to look back. But you know... My sister doesn't get it. She doesn't care. It's jist another thing to use against me in her eyes
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someoneinhiding
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1 decade ago
sorry it took so long to reply. Im sorry hun. You deserve better. But friends are the family that we chose. so hold onto your friends. Plus I will always be here for you.
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doublesidedice
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1 decade ago
No worries. And I'm trying... It's just my friends are slipping away. Either they need me for something or don't feel like handling this side of me. They only wanna see the bubbly, fake side of me like everyone else. I'm always here for you too. If you ever get tired of me being depressing, I don't blame you. I'd be tired of me too...
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someoneinhiding
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1 decade ago
No hun don't think that way. I will always ALWAYS be here for you. You can come to me whenever you need someone to talk to. I would rather you come talk to me for hours than go and cut yourself.
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doublesidedice
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1 decade ago
Thanks love. I'll come to you. I cut today though. I'm so sorry :'(
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someoneinhiding
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1 decade ago
Don't apologize. Its going to be ok. I knwow its hard but its not fair to do this to yourself. You really deserve better. I wish you could see how beautiful you are.
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doublesidedice
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1 decade ago
If you saw what I see when I look in the mirror, you'd run. You'd be so disgusted you might just bury me alive. Idk. I'm a scr.w up and can't do anything right... So ya know... It hurts less when I do the punishing muself
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meow*
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1 decade ago
I care and I'm here I might not be perfect but I care and I love you so if you want to talk I'm here and I wont judge,, :)
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doublesidedice
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1 decade ago
Thanks love. It means a lot <3
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wanderer* · 1 decade ago
she may be a sister by blood, but she isn't one at heart.
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