August will be a big month. I will
finally be turning 17. Next year will be my senior year. I feel
as if things are simply falling apart. I miss Eric, I lost a
lot of friends (but not that I regret that). I'm losing
Julia to college, and then what? Where will I go to college?
Probably a county one since I'm so dumb I can't get
into a great school. I'm a singer. I don't know what to
do, or where to start. I haven't even taken my SATs or ACTs
and that scares me. I hate driving. I hate growing up. Someone
wake me up from this nightmare and have me be a child again.
I'm not ready.
softballchica79 · 1 decade ago
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Growing up is hard. And it is most definitely scary. But it isn't as bad as you think it is. You'll move on to bigger and better things. You'll meet new friends along the way, and you'll lose some to the inevitable reality that people go their separate ways after high school. Just be strong. You'll be ok :)