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I'm sorry Momma
I can't answer your questions with what you want to hear
I don't know what happened to your precious little girl
And I'm unsure of how you got stuck with someone
Who looks like your daughter, and in a physical way is your daughter
Yet who's eyes are dead,
Who's heart is hard,
Who's vision is jaded
I'm sorry Momma
I never meant to be like this
I never was before
I couldn't tell you how it happened,
How suddenly nothing mattered
And the things that used to bring me such joy
Ended up feeling like chores
I'm sorry momma
For being so close but so far away
For losing my passion, my motivation, my love of life
I know you're convinced that I'm still in here somewhere
Trapped in this shell of my former self,
Screaming to be brought back to life.
I'm not as sure as you are.
You've always been stronger than me,
Had more faith than me,
I'm sorry momma
I'm such a let down of a daughter
I know that it's so hard for you
When you did everything right,
Yet everything has turned out to be so wrong.
I love you momma,
More than anyone else in this god forsaken world
And I'm thankful for everyday with you,
And how you can make everything seem like it's going to be okay.
And if you promise to never give up on me,
I swear I will try to get better.
I will ask for help when I need it,
Instead of drowning.
I will beg for help,
When I feel those bad things coming on,
I will work so hard,
To never have to say,
I'm sorry momma
again.
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I'm sorry Momma I can't answer your questions with what

3 faves · 6 comments · Jun 5, 2013 11:11pm

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love · poem · life · sorry · sad · parents · poems

CandyCool · 1 decade ago
that was beautfiul!!...and exactly what i was thinking just yesterday </3
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cirkel96 · 1 decade ago
thanks, I just have to write things out sometimes when I feel like this
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CandyCool · 1 decade ago
yeah!..same...poetry is the best escape for me...and its wierd..how like even in the most despair...i share it with my bff...and she always says how its the best she has ever read or how its beautiful...like...yeah..in other words that was beautiful! i totally get the sorrow that was prob behind every word and every stanza....cuz u wrote it at your worst....
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cirkel96 · 1 decade ago
Ugh I love to share my poetry but not with my friends, because they're always like "oh I love it and I totally get it" and I'm just like... no. you really don't.
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CandyCool · 1 decade ago
Yeah..i get ya..cuz only u can get it..only u know what its like for u..cuz every experience is different...yet we all have our in terpatations...but, yes, only u will know exactly! That time and that scene...but yeah...its just with my two bffs...so yeahhh...but it was good! ^_^!
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cirkel96 · 1 decade ago
well thank you :)
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