I am addicted
to the scars on my wrist
and the way they ease my mind.
I am addicted to the way
I let my emotions run my way
and cause all kinds of beautiful
pain.
I am addicted to the power
of being in charge of myself
to do what i please and to hear
myself
I am addicted to the pain
that no person will give me
the sharpness of a blade
that will never leave me -