Just want to have a bit of a vent here :/... sorry!
You know when you're sat with your 'friends' at school and you kind of just realise that nobody actually wants you around. It's not that anyone hates me i'm just not anything special to anyone. I just get upset because its not like anyone ever sits and thinks "wow she's loads of fun to be around". I could probably just disappear and it would be a while before any of my friends even noticed I was gone.