I know I haven't been keeping up with this lately & I apologize..

So about 3 years ago I met this guy.. He was the most amazing person I had ever met, he was adorable & just the sweetest thing. I quickly grew attatched. I absolutely LOVED talking to him, it was just so easy, he always made me smile & feel special. As time went on we grew closer and closer & I loved him more than ever. He was mine and I wasn't gonna let anyone ruin that for me. ❤ But some things happened and we had quite a while apart.. but eventually he was mine again.. Sure we took some time apart here and there but somehow always ended up back together.. I did some really horrible things to him but he always forgave me.. Well things are different this time.. He really is slipping away from me & I'm not ready to accept that. I've grown too close to let go.