I want to
run.
Run until I can't feel
my heart in my chest,
run until I escape death.
I want to
fly.
Fly until I can no longer
feel the pain,
fly until I beat this malicious game.
I want to
jump.
Jump off a cliff into rocky
waters,
jump to no longer be a daughter.
I want to
feel.
Feel the warm summer
wind,
feel the last breath with which life
ends.
I want to be
free.
Be free from the horrors of
this life,
be free; because that is my right.