He tells me he
wants me
back. I ask him why now and
not before? He says because
he realizes he loves me.
It's like when he's
lonely and looking for an easy target, he "loves" me. But when he finds someone else better,
"it's just not gonna work."
I'm not going to believe him like I did before- I'm not as
naive as I was. I'm not going to be apart of his games. It's so hard walking away
from everything we had. Or everything I thought we had.
Only because I fell for him so blooming hard.
It's going to be near impossible to get back
up.
I don't think he ever
actually liked me.