*Bruises and Black
Eyes*
Chapter 11
Lets fast
forward two years; junior year. Two years of a well known, sad
relationship. A boyfriend who told people he was only with me
because I made him 'look good.' A boyfriend who picked
what I ate, wore, and even picked my friends. Two years of him
trying to get into my pants, and failing. Two years of listening
to the rumors of him with other girls. Part of me did hate him.
And the other wasn't ready to let go of my first love. Logan
knew that, and wasn't afraid to use it against me.
The only reason I survived those two years
was because of my secret relationship with Tyler, Logan's
sort of ex best friend. Ty is the complete opposite of Logan; One
of the reasons I love him so much.
Logan never found out about Tyler and me
during those years. We were sneaky. We would only hang out when
we knew Tyler was busy; Usually getting wasted at some party. I
never really had to lie to him, because he never asked about me,
like where I was while he hes drinking. I guess he didn't
really care.
My relationship with Tyler was oddly
simple. We didn't fight like how Logan and I did. The one
thing was did fight about was Logan. Tyler of course was extremly
uncomfortable knowing I was still in a relationship. Tyler would
never fully understand how I felt. I was head over heels inlove
with both of them. Even if Logan is different from when we first
met. But it was clear who was better for me. Who treated me
right, really cared about me, and truly inlove with me. Yet some
times I looked at Logan, he would smile at me.
He'd put his arm around my waist firmly,
and kiss my cheeck, even whisper in my ear "I love
you." It's at those moments, do I feel good.
Like I'm back to freshman year, being saved by him. It
wasn't until the summer going into senior year, did I catch
myself slowly losing hope. I was thinking of Tyler more than him.
It's like I would slowly let go, he would kiss me, and I be
right where I started.
It was Tyler's idea for me to
hangout with him and Logan at the same time. Ty was
desperate for me to lose Logan. So he thought if I was with both
of them, I would see maybe which one was better for me. And
that's where I am. Standing in my kitchen, with Logan on my
lips, and Tyler's eyes awkwardly starring the ground, and
making fists.
The whole day, I am to spend with
both of them. I nice day at the beach. Its...different.
Readers- SO SORRY THIS IS SO LATE!
But I promise I will really start working on the next chapter.
Lot of plans for this next one ;)
With love,
Hannah
Me0wMoMo · 1 decade ago
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