Just another love story.
And there he was, standing right infront if me. "It's been a
while, how've you been?" He asked. Oh great, small talk. It's not
like we've got history or anything, not like we dated, not like
he was the reason i never had credit just a few months ago. "I've
been good, how've you been?" I replied, expecting some lame as
response like "oh yeah i've been good too" end of conversation,
walk off and replay that ridiculously stupid scene in my head
over and over again wishing it had gone differently. But instead
of that, he hit me, right in the gut, with "i've missed you, sure
i could say i've been good, but i'll never be good without you
here, with me, us two, together, not like it used to be but so
much better. I love you." I stared at him. Speechless. What could
i do? What could i say? The one guy who's been running through my
head for months, the one person i've thought about everyday, the
one person i allowed into my life, the one i gave my heart, the
one who broke my heart, just announced everything that i've
wished to hear for so long. And so i turned around, whispering "i
never stopped loving you" and walked away, holding back the tears
in my eyes, trying to avoid that gut renching feeling in my
chest. "Laura?" He called after me. "It's too late" i lied.
Nights on end, every star i saw shining bright in the sky, i
wished one thing, that he'd feel the same way about me as i felt
about him, that'd he'd tell me he loved me, that he'd fight for
me. But now, now that it was actually happening, this
overwhelming sensation of fear took over me, the walls that he
once knocked down built themselves back up even higher than the
first time. I was scared, not just scared, terrified that he'd
hurt me again, but my biggest fear was that i'd let him. And so i
walked away. I started walking, i had no idea where i was going,
i didn't want to know, i wanted to run, run away from here, from
these feelings, from all of this. An hour later a hand tapped my
shoulder. "Sometimes it's good to cry, healthy even, it can help
us clear our minds. But to think that you're not happy, that
kills me. I know i hurt you, if i could change that i would. But
i'm here now, i've grown up, i know i did you wrong and i'm so
sorry. All i want to do is take your pain away, put that
beautiful smile back on your face, stare into your eyes and see
that sparkle in them, i want to hear your laugh and know you're
happy, of course i want to be the reason for all that, but if i'm
not, aslong as you're happy i'll try to be too. I love you and it
would mean everything to me if you'd give me a second chance."
And before that first tear fell from my eye he wiped it away,
held my face in the palm of his hand and bent down, a soft kiss
on the forehead. And at that same point my heart screamed "give
him another chance" tilting my head back his soft lips touched
mine. There we were, standing in the middle of the street, arms
wrapped around each other in the most magical kiss. And just like
that i realised a new chapter in my life was about to begin.