Everyone wonders why I dont do my school work. I just tell them I dont feel like it or I dont care enough to do it. I dont care if I pass 9th grade, and Im not worried. But thats not true. I care. Im worried. Im so stressed out it is making me physically sick. Im terrified Im not going to get back into my old school, thats the only place I can actually concentrate on school. but here, I cant do it. I don't understand whats going on. I have a tutor for every class and im still failing. I'm not doing my work because everytime i do, I fail. I cant fail if I dont try. I dont want to feel stupid. so Its just easier for me to cope with it if I just dont do it. I know I shouldn't be running away from my problems, but im not ready to do anything else about it. Im sick of feeling stupid all the time. Im sick of hearing how everyone is so sad about having one or two C's when straight C's is my goal. I cant even get C's. I have D's and F's. and no one understands that when I try, I try really hard. But it still gets me no were, so Im sick of being dissapointed with my best. Id rather just have everyone else be dissapointed with my worst.

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4 faves · 7 comments · Apr 17, 2013 2:42pm

_big_blue_eyes_ · 1 decade ago
hm.... I know how you feel on the being stressed out and doing your best and it's still not good enough. Mine may not be in grades, but in life. As far as advice for you, I can't think of anything... I wish I could help you, because nobody is worthless and no one deserves to feel as such. You're not stupid nor worthless. You're good at things you may not even realize yet... School isn't everyone's forte, but you'll get there. I don't know you, but I can honestly say that i don't think you're stupid. So don't give up, you'll get there. Don't give up. Keep trying and eventually your reward... what you've been waiting for all this time will come.
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BeeMYSunshine · 1 decade ago
well thanks for the support, it actually made me feel a little better.
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_big_blue_eyes_ · 1 decade ago
Good :) I mean I know I don't know you but I'm sure you have a ton of potential to do whatever you want to do in life
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aehadden99 · 1 decade ago
i know exactly how you feel.
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BeeMYSunshine · 1 decade ago
it sucks lol. and then all ur friends, and even ur family think ur worthless and.. i just dont know what to do haha

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aehadden99 · 1 decade ago
exactly! espessically because my brother is in a fancy college on the deals list.

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BeeMYSunshine · 1 decade ago
My sister got a full scholarship in japan. and she knows ive always wanted to go to japan :( well, if u ever wanna talk. sounds like we have stuff in comment. im always a great ranting buddy.
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