Diary Entry (1) April 16th, 2013

Dear Diary,
So, I'm starting a diary. This is something I've always tried to do in an official paper diary, but I never actually went through with it. I guess the reason I started this was to just get out some feelings and other things that I've kept bottled up. So, I should probably get you caught up on the drama that is my life. So here's what's going on now: There is this guy, Carsen, that I've been friends with since 7th grade. In 8th grade, I started realizing that I had feelings for him. I'm now in 9th grade and I honestly think I love him. People think he likes me back, but I have no idea, so that gets us caught up to today. Everyone keeps asking him to ask me out but he just ignores them, so I'm going to take matters into my own hands tomorrow. In the morning, I'm going to pull Carsen to the side and ask him if he wants to be more than friends. I'm worried. What if he doesn't? What if it ruins our friendship? I can't even imagine not being friends with him. So yeah, that's basically what's going on now. I'll tell you guys tomorrow how everything goes. Wish me luck! ;)