Guys this is it... I have to say thanks. Those who listened to me thank you sooo much. I listened to all of you and I took what you said to heart. I now have a therapist and I'm on my way. I want to let go of Witty for a while cause I need to sort some things out. I still love you guys and I  might come on once a month till I'm no longer depressed. I just wanna say thank you because I was able to push through it all till I stood up and said I need help because of you guys. You all helped me see I'm not alone. I no longer think I'm useless and nothing, but the road to happiness is a long one. So thank you beacuse of you guys I made it this far with a scar. Let's hope my therapist can get me the rest of the way. Love you guys. I wont forget who helped me along this long turning road. We can all find the exit. I promise.