I'm not one of the prettiest girls in school,
Or the skinniest..

I'm not the smartest kid in my class,
or the most popular.

I'm not very funny,
or fun to be around.

I'm not very nice,
or honest.

I'm not very sweet,
or innocent.

I'm not confident,
I know my flaws.
I'm not strong,
I've lost hope.

I'm judgemental,
and a hipocrite.

I pretend to feel pretty
I pretend to feel smart
I pretend to feel happy
I pretend to feel anything...

But the reality is, I don't feel anything.
I feel nothing more than hurt and insecurities.
I can't win,
I can't forget.

I've given up on this battle, I've given up on myself.

I don't know what else to do, I just want it to be over.


I am human, and I surrender..