to anyone who reads this or anyone whi cares. but i wish i were dead and nothing can really change im blnit about to commit suicide im too afraid everyone will hate me if i do so im stuck normally someone can just say something like "think about it you dont really wanna die" but honestly im done thinking i just really need an escape from everyone and everything like i have no energy to do anything i cant even cut if i wanted to i dont have the energy to kill myself and i feel like an attention w***e but what about me. lately i really feel unwanted like peopel stop talkig tor in the middle of a conversation ti talk to someone else Nd this really sucks but i wish someone wrote a song about me or dedicated something they made to me but no one cares anf hate me fro saying this but sometimes want to hurt everyone so people would give me attention for being a crazy killer or something and then i can rot in jail but at least ill know that once in my life all the attention was on me. i dont know people can be so mean and im guilty of hurting people but i cant help it. once youre hurt so many times you cant help but hurt other people too. im so dumb and no on reads these really long " qoutes" but if you do im not about to kill myself today but maybe in the near future and i just wanted to sat hey im here and i have feeling and that i was attention and someone who care all the time but anyway no one will ever know this im done with trying to meet new people on here that may can help me ill just suffer alone like always. deep breaths and no hope for tommorrow, oh well...