You can't keep doing this to me,
I'm losing my insanity,
with every word you say,
it makes me hurt even more everyday.
You know I love you,
you know I do,
but when you do this to me,
I feel like I'm drowning in the deepest sea.
One of the things I don't understand,
is why sometimes you won't even hold my hand,
my heart is starting to break,
and I'm afraid is almost too late.
I want to be by your side,
but sometimes I question whether or not you want to be by mine,
you can't understand how much pain I'm in,
sometimes I just feel like giving in.
It feels like I'm standing all alone,
in the dark and everyone is gone,
then it starts to rain,
and all I can feel is this devouring pain.
Maybe you're right,
maybe I'm wrong,
but in the end,
I just want to be gone..

-Abby