i hate this this empty feeling sucks i just i meant sonething like i change peoples minds i wish i were just happy even on my birthday im not happy and i wish sometimes someone would just think about me and my feelings i feel so unwanted and lonely something igo out of my way to make other people happy and they dont even realize and i wish someone would do the same for me and here and now im drenched in tear and snot gross and no one can here me cry but i dont want to be selfish but i want to have everything ive ever wanted to happened to me and i might be content but i cant the explain the emptiness that it is causing me to cry but i wish someone anyone would just never stop trying and bother me until i listen then maybe i would feel like someone cared