Ryan you need to calm down. Like now.

Like..I CAN'T

RYAN STOP. Get your head together. Don't self destuct.

I'M ABOUT TO. EVERYTHING GOOD THAT HAPPENS TO ME I ALWAYS f*CK IT UP. I UP F*CK EVERYTHING. NO ONE WOULD EVEN CARE IF I DIEd.

I know your're having a bad night right now but honestly don't do anything you're going to regret. Like really don't give up on me now, don't self destuct. I know you think you fuccking screw up everything but really everyone makes mistakes. Its what makes us human. No one is perfect. Your choices your life. It's just what you do that counts. Everything you do is going to have a consequence one way or another. Simple as that. But ryan, seriously you're an amazing guy. You can be afuccking jerk sometimes but that rarely happens. But you're so funny when you're being a complete idiot. I don't even know why, but I know I can trust you. So ryan, you're a good guy. You made a mistake, so what. At least you know you made them.

Wow..I'm speechless. THANK YOU!!! THAT MADE ME SMILE!!

I saved a life..I can't believe that I saved a life. This is incredible. Honeslty I can't even describe what I'm feeling. I help him. I heard him when no one else didn't. Me, I saved him. He's still living, thanks to me.