March 25, 2013
Dear Friend,
I know what you're probably thinking. Yes, I did leave witty
for a while but I just needed some space. Some time to sort things
out. Some time to think and pray and get to know myself a
little more because I am at that age where I am 'still trying
to find' myself...whatever that means.
Lots has happend.
I'll start with talking about Kale who is the boy that I sort
of like but was dating my best friend, Peyton. Yeah. Now he is
dating another girl...lets call her Bri.
Bri is so gorgeous and nice, hilarious, witty and she is best
friends with Peyton and Amelia.
They only started dating a few days ago but it hit me in the gut
and I just...i feel so stupid and needy. I've never really even
had a boyfriend...well if you don't could Landon
who...wasn't really offically but we sort of acted like
it...hard to explain. I'm not even sure if I understand what we
were. But yeah. The thing is...me and Kale were supposed to hang
out today because we have morning church that goes untill 1:00 pm
usually and then later at 6:30 pm we have Youth (Youth group used
to be on thursdays but it got changed) so we were supposed to hang
out until after Youth Group but then this morning at around 12 AM
... a snow storm hit and he couldn't come...I waited for him to
come all during morning church and then he didn't show...I was
so upset. It depressed me all day untill Youth group where I got to
see my other friends, Collin, Amelia, Peyton, Bri and a few others.
I still feel crumby although Kale did message me and said sorry and
that he was so mad and he hated snow and blah. That made me feel a
bit better.
Another extreamly wierd thing that happend to me today (although it
didn't take me by surprise) was I got asked out again by the
same guy that has liked me since he first saw me almost a year
ago.. It'll be a year on Easter. Don't ask me how I
remember that. Yeah. We will call him Eric. Our conversation (if
you could call it that) went something like this :
Him: Hi, Lizzy!
Me: Hi.
Him: How are you?
Me: I could be better.
Him: What's wrong, Lizzy?
Me: Kale and I were supposed to hang out after church today but he
couldn't make it...
At this point a mix of sadness and jealousy crossed his face
although I didn't care. I know that is harsh but honestly I
have no interest in this guy at all. I'm surprised he likes me
though. I am not pretty or witty or even really nice to him...
Anyways:
Him: I see...
Me: Yeah....
Him: Well, if the weather isn't bad later I could come up early
and maybe we could hang out.
He smiled looking expectant and being the mean girl that I am I
just looked at him and awkwardly said :
"Talk to my Dad about it." and then I just akwardly
walked away.
I said this because my Dad is very strict and he wants to protect
me. I admire him for doing so but It annoys me sometimes. I am very
thankful for my Dad, though. I love him. He's my hero.
I told Collin and Landon about 20 minutes later about this.
They found it amusing. I felt bad for gossiping but I just
wanted to confide in someone.
Anyways, after morning Church I went home, cuddled up in some
blankets and watched 'Switched at Birth'
It's a TV drama series. It's quite good then after watching
that I got up and got ready for Youth Group and then went there and
hung out with everyone and yup.
Then I came home, read a bit and then I ate and watched two more
episodes of 'Switched at Birth'.
Sorry that this was boring. I just needed to talk to someone and
Wittians listen and understand.
10 more days untill my 14th birthday. I'm excited.
Love always,
Lizzy
March 25, 2013 Dear Friend, I know what you're probably thinking.
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