I wish I could just forget you already. I wish I could just throw
away every memory I have of you. I'm so over this. When will I
stop huring ?? When will I be okay ?? Why do you still haunt my
dreams ? Why do you still follow me everywhere I go ? No matter
what I do I can't seem to get rid of you and it's ruining me.. I
think to myself, maybe if I just latch on to someone new I'll
forget.. But no. It's not that easy. Because somehow in someway
everything and everyone reminds me of you. Why did things have to
happen this way ?? I loose myself everytime I see you. I loose
myself everytime I hear your name. I loose myself everytime I
open my eyes. No, I don't loose myself.. Because I still haven't
found myself. What's left of me is yours to keep. I'm done
fighting, I surrender, you win. There isn't an ounce of my sanity
left. I have no grip on reality.. I have lost sight of the world
I once knew.. It has all been consumed by you.. I just wanna let
go.