Getting Better
3-23-13
Hiiiiiiiiiiii. Well, we haven't fought in
over 2 months, which is amzing. Wednesday was the 2 month day
thing since we have fought. We have been good, yes we are hugging
and saying I love you still, everything is fine. He is at a
basketball tournament in Cape Cod for the weekend, so I can't
talk to him until Monday.
We have been getting along well,
the other night we were talking about one of my ex's, whom I
still have feelings for. And we were just talking, and I was
getting one word answers, so I'm like, "is everything
okay?" And he was like "Yeah.. can I ask you something
though?" and I was like,
"always"
"How can you love someone who makes you
miserable, like me, or [my ex's
name]?"
I
explained to him, you don't choose who you love, and it's
just the way you feel when you see that person, how their smile
can change the air in the room, how you would do anything for
that person, and it's just too hard to explain, and I
didn't understand how he thought he makes me miserable.
Then after I explained he said
"That's kinda how I feel when I walk
into Italian, when I see you there, I don't know, I'm
just happy you're there. It could make me almost feel like
randomly smiling, idk, maybe that's why I act so stupid
around you sometimes, because I've been with you for so
long"
....
gamerrrrrrr · 1 decade ago
Awwww, I like reading these.
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