12 faves · 70 comments · Mar 22, 2013 7:47pm
Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
according to everyone around me in not
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Eli22b
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1 decade ago
Have you ever tried to do it before? Because I have.
8 advil(which wasnt enough.. and i threw most of them up anyway)
But it's the worst feeling ever, your hands are shaking as you put the pills in your mouth.
You stare at them like they're the last thing you have left, but they are also the worst thing to have.
When they sit on your tounge, its like stones and sandpaper. You gag as they go down.
Not because they make you gag, but because of what they represent, your death.
Thats when your life flashes before your eyes, not before death. But as the pills
slide down your throat. Because thats the worst feeling ever. Your eyes and
face start getting all red and you just.. you just suddenly dont want to give
up. You suddenly would miss everything you think you hate, you just..
You suddenly want to live the life you're living.
Now dont get me wrong.. I still self harm and I still hate my life and blah blah blah,
but I dont think suicide would fix any of it.
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
I have almost tried my parents came home to quick tho otherwise i may not be here right now
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ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
god I know that feeling -.- they all say things get better ..... well things haven't for me , but i'm sure you'll have better luck <3 If you need someone who understands then comment :) #staystrong xxx
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
i doubt i will have better luck
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ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
I'm sure you will , but you'll never know unless you stick around to wait and see :D
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
i guess
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ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
if you feel like going through with it .... Just know that we are all here for you , and keep that in mind wherever you are <3
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
Thanks im ok for now i guess
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ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Okay , but if that changes let me know :)
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
will do
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♥Dreamer*
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1 decade ago
trust me.. things get better.. ive been where you are. Things get WAY better!! #staystrong if you need to talk to someone i want you to know i'm here for you<3333
HOPE= Hold On Pain Ends
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
i will keep it in mind
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spottedleaf
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1 decade ago
I'm not going to tell you that I know exactly what you're going through. But I will tell you that suicide is never the answer. Stay strong, Love.
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
thanks
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Living_Life_Freely
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1 decade ago
i know i;m just one person but please no. please don;t stay strong
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
i will try
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XxBOTDF4LYFExX
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1 decade ago
no stop please :c
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
im trying to st\ay strong
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XxBOTDF4LYFExX
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1 decade ago
please stay strong for me
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
i will try
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XxBOTDF4LYFExX
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1 decade ago
okay good
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
but only for u
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XxBOTDF4LYFExX
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1 decade ago
same here i stopped taking pills so please do this for me
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
Im trying im just holding my breath till i cant any longer i will be fine
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XxBOTDF4LYFExX
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1 decade ago
i hope youll be fine <3
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
its fun its like you can see death then you like haha no jk
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XxBOTDF4LYFExX
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1 decade ago
/: so have you been any better at all?
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
not really
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XxBOTDF4LYFExX
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1 decade ago
awww :c
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
i try to get better its not working
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XxBOTDF4LYFExX
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1 decade ago
it will trust me /:
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
i dont even know anymore
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XxBOTDF4LYFExX
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1 decade ago
i know :c
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
i wonder how many of the people who commented on this quote actually caresw
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clearlytruthful
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1 decade ago
I really do care I really do I don't care if I don't really know you or if I have never seen you I care, every time I know someo e has committed suiside I cry because people think it's all a fuking joke and life is not a joke I don't know how people can be so cruel I know what it feels like to be stuck in a hell of pain, I really do care
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
thank you that means alot
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clearlytruthful
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1 decade ago
Keep staying strong you deserve to live
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
so do u
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XxBOTDF4LYFExX
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1 decade ago
I care!!!
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
i know u do
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XxBOTDF4LYFExX
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1 decade ago
exactly
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
sorry i had to go to sleep
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XxBOTDF4LYFExX
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1 decade ago
its okay
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
and now im listening to sky yell GET AWAY FROM ME over and over
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XxBOTDF4LYFExX
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1 decade ago
/:
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
no judging
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XxBOTDF4LYFExX
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1 decade ago
i never judge <3
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
:) have you ever watched pitch perfect
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XxBOTDF4LYFExX
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1 decade ago
yes (:
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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clearlytruthful
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1 decade ago
Jesus loved the outcasts.
Jesus loves the ones the world just loves to hate.
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clearlytruthful
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1 decade ago
No don't please no, I'm here if you need me but no please don't your so amazing don't leave us
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
its getting harder to hold o but i will try for you guys
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clearlytruthful
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1 decade ago
I know it's hard I was in you place not so long ago, staystrng things are getting better
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
heres hoping
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clearlytruthful
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1 decade ago
😊
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
thats a beautiful square
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clearlytruthful
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1 decade ago
Haha on my screen it is a smiley face
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
on mine it is a square 😊
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clearlytruthful
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1 decade ago
Now I have a smily face from yours :)
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
lol i just put a square
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notreallyon
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1 decade ago
Please don't! :)
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
ha i have held on so long
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notreallyon
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1 decade ago
Keep holding on! i've been there and it's worth it, trust me. things are still hard but in a few years, im trusting ill be glad im alive. you have to, too. you're loved- remember that.
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
thanks i am trying
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notreallyon
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1 decade ago
im here if you want to talk, okay?
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Soaring_On_Owls_Wings
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1 decade ago
okay but i dont really wanna
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notreallyon
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1 decade ago
i get it. but ill be here anyway :)
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randi* · 1 decade ago
Please don't. I know you can do this. You're stronger than that. You're worth so much.
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