I
couldnt figure out why I find myself sitting there beside you
every day wishing I was somewhere else.
Wanting nothing
more than to get up and walk away. Wishing
that your name
wasn't doodled all over the inside of my heart, that you
didn't
consume my thoughts and that when you don't text me
back
it doesn't kill me inside. I wish I had the strength to be on
my
own.
I dont want to need you, but I
do.