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I know it's long, but please read this.
 

Thinking of suicide ?
You’re sitting in your room door locked with a pen in your hand and a blank piece of paper infront of you. Your hand is shaking, and the tears begin again for the third time in the past hour. ‘To my family’ you write at the top of the page, but decide it’s a bad way to begin your letter your suicide letter. You try again, start over again and again, but you don’t know where to begin. No one understands you; no one knows what you’re going through, you’re alone or at least that’s what you think. Nobody would care if you’re alive or not, you mean nothing to nobody.

It’s night, and you slip into bed. 'Goodbye' you whisper into the darkness. And with that, you take your last breathe and end it all.

Nobody cares, right? Well you thought wrong. The following morning, your mother comes and knocks on your door. She doesn’t know you can’t hear her; she doesn’t know you’re gone. She knocks a few more times, calling your name to open up. When there is no reply from your side of the door, she opens it and screams. She collapses on the ground while your dad rushes to your room. Your siblings have already left for school. Your very weak mother collects all the energy she’s got which is close to nothing to walk over to your bed. She leans over your dead body, crying, squeezing your hand, screaming. Your dad is trying to stay strong, but the tears escape his eyes; calling 911 with his left hand while his other one is on your mother’s back. Your mother blames herself. All those times she had said ‘no’ to you, all those times she had screamed at you, and sent you to your room over something stupid. Your father will blame himself for not being there for you when you asked for help, for being away from home at work for long. Nobody cares, right?

 There’s a knock on your classroom door it’s the school principle.  The principle then announces about your suicide. The popular girl that always called you fat and ugly is now blaming herself. The kid that would always copy your homework but treat you like crap  he’s blaming himself. The boy that sits behind you  the one that always threw things at you during class he’s blaming himself too. The teacher is blaming herself for all those times she’d scream at you for forgetting your homework, or not listening in class. People are crying, screaming, shocked, in regret of what they did.  Still nobody cares about you, right?

 Everything is different now.The popular girls have now turned anorexic. They don’t know how to deal with the pain that they’re feeling. Your father has depression; your mother hasn’t slept for nights it’s all her fault. She’s been crying and screaming every night wishing for you to come back. The boy who would always bother you dropped out of school. The boy that copied your homework now cuts. But nobody cares about you, right?


Still think nobody cares about you? Think again. Even if people don’t show it, they care about you, they love you. If you kill yourself today or any other day you won’t know just how much you meant to people. If you kill yourself today, it stops your pain, but it pains all the ones who know you for the rest of their life. Suicide is the easy way out - but it’s the wrong choice. Life is beautiful. Yes, it does have its ups and downs. Sometimes people go through tough times in their lives like you’re probably going through now but bad times come and go. You might not see the light at the end of the tunnel, but it’s there.

Take a minute now, and think. If you killed yourself  how would the people that love you feel/go through? Can’t think of anything? Well I’ll tell you: tears, tears, and more tears. Devastation. Guilt. Pain. Broken. Regret. Miserable.

If after reading this you still feel suicidal, there are people that can help you. I’m here for you whenever you need me, and I’ll be more than happy to listen to you and try to help you feel better. 

I hope this changed someone's life.
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OneCHS · 1 decade ago
Can i please take your quote and put it my school news paper. We had and artical about cutting yourself and i think people need to understand that suicied thought are real and very harmful.
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Fecondo75 · 1 decade ago
that would be amazing yes you can put this in your paper!!!!
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