Rest In Peace Casey
Casey, I hope I gave you
the best life that I could have given you. I love you so much,
baby. We all do. I don't know how I'm going to be able to
get beyond this. You're going to have to help me. Give me
strength. Help me stop crying. Allow me to move forward, because
at this point all I can do is sit and wallow in pain and
self-pitty. I am so lost. You were my relief from the world, my
stress, my sadness. I know people are going to say
"you were
just a dog,"
but Casey, you are part of my family. I grew up with you. I have
had you with me 14 out of 15 years of my life. I don't
remember what it's like to have a life without you.
I don't know what to do without you. This life is foreign to
me. This isn't my life. I want to think that I'll wake up
tomorrow, and I will wake up from this hellacious nightmare,
and you'll be there. Things will be better. But I need
to realize that this is reality. And you're aren't here
anymore. But I don't want to. I miss you. I wish things could
have been different. I wish I could have been with you when you
died. I wish that I could have given you a better life. I wish
that you were still here. I love you honey dew...
At 6:19 exactly a week ago from today, went outside and I
found the body of my 14 year old lab lying in front of our back
door. No one was awake. It was just me. I knew that she had been
sick. Diabetes. Hip dysplasia. Heart problems. Cancer. I
didn't expect to find her. I didn't want to find
her. I still can't get the image of her cold, stiff,
bloated body out of my mind. It's been burned on by the
tears, by the memories. She has become part of the family. She
was "Granny." She was my best friend. She was the
reason that I decided to hang around. I miss you
baby.
I love you.
I just needed to get that off my
chest...
hannahbreanne97 · 1 decade ago
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Jordan, you made me teary-eyed readin this. I haven't said a whole lot to you about Casey because I didn't want to say the wrong thing and cause you to start crying, but I guess now's a good time to say something. I know there's nothing I can really say to stop the pain, but I do know what it's like to have an animal die and just sit there and think how it's not right without them. I just want you to know that you gave Casey the best life she could've ever had. You adored her; you did EVERYTHING for her. She lived a very long and wonderful life. I'm sure she's thankful for the time she got to spend with you and now, she's up in doggy heaven watchin over you. And the best part? She's not suffering anymore, she's young again! She can run around and play, and swim all she wants, and bark at every snake she sees(: So just remember, she loves you and yall will meet again when the time is right. I love you kiddo(: