In the night, when there is no one watching, I cry. I cry because it seems like all the worlds problems are influenced on mine, and i miss my sister, and my dad is too harsh, im not proud in myself for being too tall, or awkward, or not really me, i feel like a horrible granddaughter or daughter, i want to loose weight, my dog loves my mom more than me...the list goes on forever. But i always think about the problems in the world, and i feel like i have to fix it. i dont know what ill be when i grow up, and it scares me. The World scares me. If your listening, do something for me. close your eyes and think, just think.

I cry in the night.





I wonder if this is how god feels.